missed chance

well i had a response today. they wanted it for tonight. i couldn't, i was at work : ( i usually don't work at my job on fridays, of course not tonight! so this sux. i really want to do this for the first time. hey i am not working next friday so anyone keep that in mind ; )
tomorrow is valentines day, which is ok. but it is over-rated. if u love someone you don't need a day to show it. affection to someone you love should be spontaneous, not forced. by the way i believe u can seperate love from sex. its easy they are so different. i love my husband and sex with him is good and alot of variety. so i feel comfortable and love him. plus he always makes me cum.
but sex for me... in the past(hopefully i can post a meeting soon) . it could be with a guy just out of attraction and be really good or sometimes bad. i cheated on guys i did not truly love. not to be rude to them but to enjoy myself with a new guy. i sound like a slut, but oh well if that means i like sex, especially when i am on top, well convict me of being a slut.
well thats enough of my little opinion on some things. happy valentines day everyone : O