Checking in again

Anika Mae — Mon, 25 Dec 2006 00:09:58

I don't even know when I last posted here. I haven't been writing anything of substance in my personal blog either, but I feel like a Christmas update. Christmas was always the holiday of my mum's side of the family, whereas New Year was my dad's

Spam

Anika Mae — Mon, 29 May 2006 11:08:49

I just got some Nigerian spam in my inbox on this site. Did everyone else get it, too?

virtual drunken partying

Anika Mae — Sun, 28 May 2006 02:23:02

About 30 of my friends are in a hotel in Boston at the moment, and I can't go because I have exams and stuff. They called me, not realising it was half past two in the morning here, to ask about Prince Alberts and foreskins. I'd just been doing

Two Things

Anika Mae — Fri, 19 May 2006 19:06:19

1: I know I'm a bit odd, my friends know I'm a bit odd, it's all good. Every so often though, there's a moment that specifically makes me think, "I'm really not normal, am I?" One of those was when the highlight of my day was my boyfriend suprising m

Boyfriend appreciation mode

Anika Mae — Wed, 17 May 2006 13:40:28

I spent last weekend in Manchester for a gathering of friends and some time with my boyfriend. Then there's been various threads on plink about relationships, and it's all put me in boyfriend appreciation mode. And that's the sort of thing personal b

Anxiety?

Anika Mae — Sat, 06 May 2006 14:57:40

As I may have said or alluded to early on in this blog, I'm not a very good student. In fact, I'm a terribly lazy student. Laziness is the one thing I'm ashamed of, but hey I thought, at least I don't get stressed. I just avoid things compulsively. I

Strip club good times

Anika Mae — Sat, 25 Mar 2006 15:19:05

When I auditioned at my first strip club, I'd never been in one before. I still really enjoyed being behind the scenes though, everyone does. My club wasn't normal, really. It has the most awful name and is decorated in orange rag-roll. The changing

Hello, remember me?

Anika Mae — Tue, 21 Mar 2006 04:09:30

This is a pretty pointless entry inspired by jono's last post, and watching TV for the first time in ages. (We can pick up BBC4, some music channel, and the sound from BBC Parliment if we're lucky.) I watched

Ninja Condom Master

Anika Mae — Sun, 12 Mar 2006 18:24:45

I had an overnight last night. I'm not 100% recovered from my colds yet, but it was arranged a week ago and he was alright with me having a bit of a cough left. Nice to get back into it again. I believe condom application should be a pleasent expe

Frustration

Anika Mae — Sun, 05 Mar 2006 12:43:09

I had to turn down another job today. It's so sad, I've been off sick for two and a half weeks. Having the heating go out made it difficult to shake the cold off, then I was finally almost done with it and seem to have picked up something else. I had

Stripping Reminiscence and Relationship Mini-Angst

Anika Mae — Mon, 27 Feb 2006 01:35:50

I've been reading Ex-Millenial Girl for most of the evening. I recommend it. It's got me thinking about stripping, even though my experience was so different from hers. I'm not even sure where I'm

A little contemplation

Anika Mae — Wed, 22 Feb 2006 22:13:20

When I was very insecure, social anxiety made me think and do silly things. I was vulnerable enough that anyone I had any interest in could hurt me, and whenever I liked someone, at all, I was paranoid that if they realised they'd somehow be offended

Country Fuzzies

Anika Mae — Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:07:20

I haven't been reading here for a few days. Too much other stuff I should be doing, but I look forward to seeing what you've all been up to when I have a bit of time. I just had to come over and say that having a pole in my bedroom is fabulous. (I

Housemate update

Anika Mae — Mon, 16 Jan 2006 12:19:04

Was anyone wondering if I'd managed to find a new housemate? It's not as amusing as Heather's childhood stories, but here we go. The process wasn't nearly as bad as last time, thank god. After a slower start then we were happy with, we met several

If I Were Queen

Anika Mae — Wed, 11 Jan 2006 23:45:31

EDICT: Men registering with online communities relating to the sex and adult entertainment industries are hereby forbidden from using any of the words "big", "long", or "thick" in their usernames. Some can be trusted to use the words responsibl

Enough moving already

Anika Mae — Fri, 06 Jan 2006 21:59:31

I'm sick of looking for housemates! This is the third time I've done it in less then six months. Last time was a nightmare and this time we have until the 20th before we have to start paying extra rent. Arrrrg. Anyone want to come live in my

Job Satisfaction

Anika Mae — Fri, 06 Jan 2006 14:09:08

I had three bookings the week before christmas. One was an overnight, which made it the busiest outcall week I'd ever had. It could have been stressful, but they were all guys I'd seen before and I knew there was nothing to worry about. More then tha

Domesticity

Anika Mae — Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:31:43

My room is clean and tidy! Hooray! My standards aren't as high as some people's, but I do like a well-kept living space, I'm just not that good at keeping it. (I was when I lived in a huge room by the sea though, clearly I just need more space. Or le

Posting from the bedroom I decorated when I was 16

Anika Mae — Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:06:23

I have another factor to consider when deciding if I want to take unregulated drugs. It's going to tip the scales in most cases. For the last week, I've felt confused and at some distance from myself. It was worrying at times, and irritating for t

Working the 'phone

Anika Mae — Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:07:55

Firstly, one of my recent wankers. Posted on PZ in response to a post here: He didn't say he was interested in an appointment, which was sort of honest, I suppose. H

Domestic hardware (the sexy kind)

Anika Mae — Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:41:29

For the last couple of months I've been thinking "blimey, I've been doing this for a year". I can't pin down a date, it could be anything from the first time I was paid to have sex in October, to my first job as an independent* in November, but any w

Lesbian pole dancing update

Anika Mae — Fri, 16 Dec 2005 19:52:18

I'm sorry, I really can't tell if this stuff is interesting at all if you weren't there. Last month I had deadlines the same day that Sirens was on, so I only had a few hours to prepare everything after school, but I got things together. This time

coursework coursework coursework

Anika Mae — Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:42:54

Almost finished. Not sure I can. "The Discussion should end with a synthesis of the Report and a final restatement of the conclusions." Have lost the will to live, or at least to repeat myself again. What the hell is a "synthesis of the Report", a

Last day of term

Anika Mae — Fri, 09 Dec 2005 12:43:24

Gah. I hate passive past tense. (You know, the one associated with scientific papers to make them feel as much like they were written by a robot as possible.) Plenty of scientific papers these days are written so they sound like humans were involved

Soppy moment

Anika Mae — Thu, 08 Dec 2005 20:55:12

I have some really lovely and considerate punters. Makes me feel like being a better person, or something. I also still have two peices of coursework to finish. Bollocks.

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